My first very great failure

The one thing good about it is that it was not a minor thing, it was a big and great failure. I have the PhD with Cum Laude and all the parents will be happy about it but not me, i can not be happy with it, it is so difficult for me to do all this kind of things, i ama reching dangerously to my incompetence according to the Peter Principle.

There are many small detail to talk about, but by now you must know something, it was a great failure and my presentation was terrible bad, way too bad. I feel like crying when i did it. I don't regret anything but i did it wrong i believe that there was good science in the thesis, it was bad wrtitten as they told me and i felt very bad about it.

I just can imporive if i want to keep doing physics. I dreamed of all perfect all rigth thesis and it was not, from the manuscript to the presentation. I had a very good tribunal, but that was the only good part.

I may be over reacting but i hope to say something more in detail latter.